Two years have given me nothing but certainty my boy; certainty that I should have, could have done something.
Tonight two years ago I should have gone to hospital when my vision flickered so briefly. I have decided, in the absence of evidence that says otherwise, that that was my chance. I didn't listen. I might have been able to save you. I'm so so sorry.
You should be here. It's just wrong that you are not.
It's unbelievable that it's been two years. I miss you just as much as the first day, because missing you is absolute; I absolutely miss you.
Mummy x
No comments:
Post a Comment