Caution

I’ve been in hospital again darling Joe, I’m sorry. My blood pressure made me very ill and I spent Friday to Monday in the place I left you.

My heart broke again for you, as before I could leave I was placed in a room next to another mummy delivering her baby. She was going to be able to take hers home, and I crumbled when it hit me again that I couldn’t.

I am still so sad darling, but I’m not allowed to cry as it makes my BP worse, and I need to stay here with Daddy and Sofie by getting better each day.

I promise I am being quiet and still and thinking of you often.

Mummy x